I am giving up hope that there is an "answer" somewhere out there that if I just found out, would provide a "solution." There are dozens, hundreds, thousands of answers. Everything is an answer - the cloud in the sky, the piece of gum on the sidewalk, the tightness in my chest. Everything is an answer that leads to another question, and hoping this will at some point come to a resting place is just fallacy. There is nothing to search for... it's like digging through your desk drawers, looking for your glasses, when they are already on your head. Or perhaps you don't need glasses at all - you're desperately searching for something that has no REAL function.

Life is just this, the struggle, the suffering, the pain, the moments of joy and contentedness. There is nothing else out there, and to search in vain is to suffer.

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